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Friday, August 17, 2007,3:39 PM

tired

pagod ako...pagod na hindi kayang tanggalin ng tulog o kahit anong spa jan...ewan ko...parang gusto kong ng mahabang break....break sa lahat ng bagay...break.......................................................
alam kong pagod ako kasi hindi ko ginagawa ung mga normal kong ginagawa...hnd na ako nanonood ng tv...ayoko na ng kahit ano,,,madali ako ma-bore....ayoko magbasa ng libro...at higit sa lahat...ang tamad ko na mag-aral...alam kong hindi ako ung type ng super subsob sa aral pero..ngayon lang nangyari na naging ganito ako nagsawalang-bahala...winawalang-bahala ko na ang isang bagay na napaka importante sakin...sobra...
parang ayoko na talaga ng college...parang kinakain ako ng buong-buo at wala nang tinitira sa pagkatao ko...dahil ayoko ng college(ngayon..hnd ko cnasabing forever...kasi bka kainin ko cnabi k)parang feel ko bumalik sa past...hehe...yung HS talaga ang gsto ko balikan..nasabi ko na to thousand times na siguro at gusto na siguro ako sipain sa muka ng mga kasama ko sa UST dahil parang ang gsto ko ipahiwatig eh hindi ako masaya sa company nila(w/c is totally untrue)
marami lang talaga akong gstong baguhin eh...if ever makabalik ako sa past..hehe..ang kerny ko pero sobrang miss ko lang talaga ung mga tao sa st.scho...minsan nga may narinig akong nagsabi.."psychotic!" bigla ko naalala si mitch...tapos nung may nagsabi "para kang Oti!" naalala ko si diane...at xempre miss ko na si pami...hehe..wala kasing nagchachaga sa kwento kong pang outerspace kundi si pami...huhu..talaga...basta...feel ko talaga masisiraan na ako ng ulo...normal ba to???? o ako lang nakakaranas ng ganito...
feel ko tuloy para akong isang bus na tumirik sa baha ng Espanya tapos ung ibang bus naiwan na ako.....lahat na ng tao enjoy na sa college life..samantalang ako naiwan parin at nag yyearn sa bagay na imposible ng mabalikan...ano ba!!! gusto ko na maka alis sa baha!!

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Riezel Vienna Briones
Riezel-Zel-Babi
I believe in empowerment. Empowerment is the knowing that you are on purpose, doing God's work, peacefully and harmoniously. I've been looking forward towards empowerment for the second semester and since June, I feel empowered and I feel blessed with each of my simple attainments. It seems like just yesterday that I am struggling to enter Diliman. Now, I've succeeded to such an amazing extent that I am recognizing that empowerment makes miracles on my first day here in UP Diliman and on the many years to come, hopefully not a decade. My brother, who is also studying here, begs do differ himself from me because he’s an UPCAT passer. He always says that I couldn’t make it here in UP because I am a bird brain but I always reply to him that hard work will always surpass what knowledge can do and so I have to prove that. When I was certified a true student of UP Diliman last year, I was confronted with a number of challenges, but my purpose was clear: to work hard, to show the people that I could tackle difficult problems and make difficult decisions and do so, to show them I could act ethically, to show them I deserved their trust and of course the contested slot to become an Iskolar ng Bayan. In fact, today, I am feeling optimistic and sanguine. I see good things ahead knowing that I am striving to do my best. Certainly, my best days lie ahead of me, and, I firmly believe solving today's problems provides a springboard for seizing tomorrow's opportunities. But before looking to the future, I would like to glance back at the road I've traveled these past few months because that is the source of much of the optimism and empowerment I am all feeling about for the next years. I have started my journey with a great sense of freedom in soaring through the sky of empowerment by doing all my plates and home works with much passion and love for the craft. I believe that even though I wasn’t blessed with much talent, I am still capable of doing wonders. I am continuously being empowered by my strong faith in God that I can do much-much that even I do not expect. I believe that through the empowerment I am bestowed there is much passion In me and the will to meet the challenges of our times, and the intelligence to craft effective solutions to arising scrape in my selected course. As I have said before and will continue to believe, that I am strong in the spirit that is the sustaining power of all great action. It's a spirit built on the confidence that I am not limited by simple expectations -- that something within me is superior to circumstance Fate has given me a great opportunity. I have been blessed with the talent and the extraordinary challenge of facing my anxieties and conquer my loathsome fears. And, just as the first page of a book influences every page that follows, my future is largely shaped by the tone, the mood and the spirit at the beginning of my journey in UP. My spirit of today is what provides color on the canvas of the whole toiling year. My first sem must say that I am not just marking time, that I am not content to merely carry the torch of time, but that I did all that could be done to make it burn as bright as possible before working on to the next semesters. And together with my hardships here in UP I realized my purpose in life and that is my task of breaking down the barriers that stand between my dreams and aspiration and my creative potential which will lead me into the frontiers of tomorrow. My confidence to dream impossible dreams, and the power to make those dreams come true is what empowerment has done to me. I not only envision myself in new, larger dimensions; I expect it. And I urge myself to raise my expectations for the better. Oftentimes I’d talk to myself and say Yes, I can do better, but let's go beyond that. I will seize the moment. After all, that is the future I and everyone deserves. With God's help and working hard, I know I can do all this, and more. And may I build a dream of unlimited possibility towards the next horizon through God’s empowerment.

All about me

19 yrs old
April 18 1990
3rd yr UP-Diliman
and that's where I am(yabang)
high class bungangera
palengkera
in a friendly relationship
to be an architect is my dream
to be rich is what I want to be
and yes i am back!
wag kang haharang
dahil sasagasaan kita!

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