Before anything else, I'd like to greet my friend Lara a belated happy birthday!:))

It's raining so hard, it's gloomy, dark and nice. Day was like night, perfect. I missed the rain badly; the burning sun had me in the oven for many days, merciless heat.

I'm in a surprisingly good mood. I'm feeling very blessed today for some reason. Its been a tough week and I think I just woke up this morning determined to have a positive day despite the fact that CRS is still getting on my nerves... I spent my day going through my stash, organizing and sorting my pictures and putting captions in my scrapbook. It is a good rainy day activity, one I put off for far too long.

I started scrap booking when I saw a friend doing it and it just dawned to me why don’t I make my own scrapbook? They say you'll never discover new oceans until you lose sight of the shores. So I tried scrap booking hoping it would be my thing. I enjoyed putting stickers and photos but I felt tired and bored to do the captions so I set it aside until the day comes. And today is cold and rainy, instead of curling up in the couch, instead of thinking of that nerve racking invalidation of the granted slots… I’d do something productive..:))

kung may babalikan ako gusto ko bumalik sa pagkabata.

Hindi ako mahilig sa bata..pag may batang malikot,o kaya batang walang preno ang bunganga naiinis ako..May isang batang tinawag akong "taba"...parang gusto ko sya suntukin.

Akala ko naiinis ako kasi bwisit talaga sila...pero naisip ko naiinis yata ako sa kanila dahil sila yung uri ng taong kinaiinggitan ko.Sila yung tao na nagpapaalala sakin na minsan sa buhay masaya at hindi komplikado ang mga bagay.

Nung bata ako ang konsepto ko ng kaibigan simple lang. Magkasama kami tsaka masaya kami.
Ngayon parang hindi sasapat ang kahit ano.kasalanan ko kung bakit ako ganito.Pero masisisi mo ba ako kung higit pa sa tawanan at masayang usapan lang ang hanapin ko sa kaibigan?
sabi babaan ko ang standards ko...
bakit?
para naman may umabot...
ewan..sana ang pakiramdam ko nalang ngayon kagaya nung sa batang nakita ko..
gumugulong sa baha at masaya kahit mag-isa.


1.natatakot ako sa 4th Long exam...... :$ hindi ako safe.....hay..leap of faith...

2.narealize ko wala akong kaibigan sa school.nahihiya akong aminin na wala pero ...wala.may kasama ako kumain pero hindi ko masabi na kaibigan ko sila.

3.napapaisip ako kung masaya nga ba ako kung nasaan na ako.

4.natatakot ako maging ganito forever.ganito as in parang walang masayang nangyayari.bakit ang iba parang ang saya?bakit yung iba parang madaming kaibigan?karma ko na ba to sa kasamaan ko?

5.Hindi ako masaya kasi ang buhay ko paulit-ulit lang...ni hindi ko na alam (literally) anong petsa na...May na pala....magpapasukan nanaman...

6.Kasi wala pang taong para sa akin..para sa akin in the sense na...ako yung una nyang maiisip pag sinabing kaibigan not necessarily bf...kasi hindi pa din naman ako dumadating sa point na kelangan ko ng ano.kaibigan lang..boy girl bakla ...tomboy?kahit ano..kasi yung ate ko merong best friend?Bakit ako wala?dati sabi ko ayoko ng best friend kasi nadala^ na ako sa nangyari dati...ayoko masyado mag-invest ng emotion para sa taong hindi kaya ibigay yung kaya ko ibigay(?)...naalala ko lang sinabi ng guidance counselor na parang dahil sa masamang experience ko sa isang kaibigan..naging defense mechanism ko na pakiramdaman yung mga tao lalo na yung mga kaibigan ko kung gaano at ano lang ang kaya nila ibigay sakin...kung ano ibinigay nila..ganun din ibibigay ko...ayaw kong makaranas na malugi ako or yung ako yung dehado sa friendship...hmm..aminado akong naging ganun ako ever since maranasan ko na mabale wala ako ng kaibigang sobra akong umasa na ganun din yung tingin sa akin..(hindi 'to romantic a!hahaha!)

7.Kasi ayoko na umulit nito.

8.Kasi ayokong naiiwanan.

9.Wala kasing tao sa bahay.

10.kasi hindi masaya pag madaming naiisip na hindi masaya.

Riezel Vienna Briones
Riezel-Zel-Babi
I believe in empowerment. Empowerment is the knowing that you are on purpose, doing God's work, peacefully and harmoniously. I've been looking forward towards empowerment for the second semester and since June, I feel empowered and I feel blessed with each of my simple attainments. It seems like just yesterday that I am struggling to enter Diliman. Now, I've succeeded to such an amazing extent that I am recognizing that empowerment makes miracles on my first day here in UP Diliman and on the many years to come, hopefully not a decade. My brother, who is also studying here, begs do differ himself from me because he’s an UPCAT passer. He always says that I couldn’t make it here in UP because I am a bird brain but I always reply to him that hard work will always surpass what knowledge can do and so I have to prove that. When I was certified a true student of UP Diliman last year, I was confronted with a number of challenges, but my purpose was clear: to work hard, to show the people that I could tackle difficult problems and make difficult decisions and do so, to show them I could act ethically, to show them I deserved their trust and of course the contested slot to become an Iskolar ng Bayan. In fact, today, I am feeling optimistic and sanguine. I see good things ahead knowing that I am striving to do my best. Certainly, my best days lie ahead of me, and, I firmly believe solving today's problems provides a springboard for seizing tomorrow's opportunities. But before looking to the future, I would like to glance back at the road I've traveled these past few months because that is the source of much of the optimism and empowerment I am all feeling about for the next years. I have started my journey with a great sense of freedom in soaring through the sky of empowerment by doing all my plates and home works with much passion and love for the craft. I believe that even though I wasn’t blessed with much talent, I am still capable of doing wonders. I am continuously being empowered by my strong faith in God that I can do much-much that even I do not expect. I believe that through the empowerment I am bestowed there is much passion In me and the will to meet the challenges of our times, and the intelligence to craft effective solutions to arising scrape in my selected course. As I have said before and will continue to believe, that I am strong in the spirit that is the sustaining power of all great action. It's a spirit built on the confidence that I am not limited by simple expectations -- that something within me is superior to circumstance Fate has given me a great opportunity. I have been blessed with the talent and the extraordinary challenge of facing my anxieties and conquer my loathsome fears. And, just as the first page of a book influences every page that follows, my future is largely shaped by the tone, the mood and the spirit at the beginning of my journey in UP. My spirit of today is what provides color on the canvas of the whole toiling year. My first sem must say that I am not just marking time, that I am not content to merely carry the torch of time, but that I did all that could be done to make it burn as bright as possible before working on to the next semesters. And together with my hardships here in UP I realized my purpose in life and that is my task of breaking down the barriers that stand between my dreams and aspiration and my creative potential which will lead me into the frontiers of tomorrow. My confidence to dream impossible dreams, and the power to make those dreams come true is what empowerment has done to me. I not only envision myself in new, larger dimensions; I expect it. And I urge myself to raise my expectations for the better. Oftentimes I’d talk to myself and say Yes, I can do better, but let's go beyond that. I will seize the moment. After all, that is the future I and everyone deserves. With God's help and working hard, I know I can do all this, and more. And may I build a dream of unlimited possibility towards the next horizon through God’s empowerment.

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19 yrs old
April 18 1990
3rd yr UP-Diliman
and that's where I am(yabang)
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palengkera
in a friendly relationship
to be an architect is my dream
to be rich is what I want to be
and yes i am back!
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dahil sasagasaan kita!

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