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Sunday, March 9, 2008,9:01 PM

"Ultimately, I'm going to miss my friends. I know I won't leave UST (voluntarily, at least). I know I'll be in the same building as them. But undeniably, it won't be the same. And when I think about that, in school, I couldn't help get teary-eyed even just a little. I'm emotional more or less. And getting teary-eyed easily thinking about 'leaving' them all the more made me realize how much they mean to me. And they're like no other. I might've known them in just less than a year. The relationships remind me of those instant connections I hear/read and what Raizel told me about you meet people you've met for a reason. I don't think I'll be able to find another like Audi who can impeccably mimic the voice of Stitch or make different voices smoothly. I swear, if ever she gives up college, she can get a job in a studio or something. But she'll make it. They all will. To top it off she has an eccentric personality (meant with a positive connotation) :) And Riezel. Sino ba 'to? haha alam kong binabasa mo 'to. If any one of us will be reading this it'll be you. Kasi mahal mo ako. heehee. Surprisingly baka mamiss ko na awayin ako ni Riezel at tawaging "jokla" at kung anu-ano pang insulto na malalalim na hindi ko na matandaan or di ko matatandaan ever. Masabaw sa malalalim na tagalog at mainsulto dahil doon. Masabaw sa mga hindi ko kilalang personalities sa Pilipinas at mainsulto dahil doon. Pero all in all mabait siya and likeable. Di ko parin gets kung paano siya nakakalusot na (kahit na pajoke) na manggago ng classmates tas tumatawa nalang sila. I guess yun yung charm niya. Ewan. It's interesting :) Di ko makakalimutan yung word na alam ko na hindi niya alam. HAH. Talop. (baka mali pa spelling ko niyan, in which case, mapapahiya ako). Si Carmille-a-loo. Naalala ko pa nung nagovernight siya samin tapos ubos na ubos namin yung dinner. Parang bagong hugas lang yung mga pinggan siguro dahil sa puyas. Mga dragon namin. Yung kanya consistently nandun. Yung akin intermittent yung pagdating. Naalala ko nagstay kami sa foam ni Carmille tapos mga gabi na (yikeee! labo.) tas nagshshare kami ng ideas about the cosmos. It was certainly unlike the usual conversation we always had. There were stars then and I remember her saying that she doesn't believe that God existed already or, pre existed. I shared my belief back when I was a kid when I'd think some establishment turned the stars on at night and sabi niya yung Meralco raw ang nagsisindi ng mga bituin :)) And Raizelbread, Raizelbear, Raisinbread, Raisinbear. Our brains our braided with one another. You just couldn't see it. I'm definitely going to miss the erratic dance numbers and the gushes about Gabe, Omar lips, Alfredo, Jack Black, Nerdy guy, Sun eyes, Jude (jude jjude jjude jude jude), and Omar Manundo???? hahaha. My dear friend I don't think I'll be able to find another who'll possess the energy of an activist as you. And who'd share ideas on important things that people don't give too much attention to: like Metaphysics or imagining Sir Alcaraz as a pipe if he were an object or Nerdy guy's ass (I think I'm starting to understand how it's 'fine'). Yeahp. Important stuff I tell you. We'll continue to explore Metaphysics (and topics along the lines of it) and check out Nerdy guy's ass on the side.

All in all with my friends, I'll miss sharing and hearing dreams, I'll oddly miss Riezel's fits when she's on her period. I'll miss gushes and talking. I'll miss Audi's knack for having the same lunch every week. I don't think any other group of people would be able to tolerate my expression of sexual innuendos. (that, gradually made us all make sexual innuendoes though) Many many other things. Even the little things mean something. To put it bluntly, you mean to me more than I can express, really."
and now im crying....nung una asar na asar ako kasi ang tagal mag bakasyon....pero ngayon...sobrang naiiyak ako kasi madaming mawawala....including clara...kakabasa ko lng ng blog nya...madalas hindi ko naiintindihan takbo ng utak ng babaeng toh...hmm...weird sya sa pinakamatinding sense ng word na un....ayaw nya ng ganyan...mahilig sya sa ganito....to the point na madalas akong nayayamot sa kanya kasi hindi ko sya magets....pero nung tumagal...natutunan ko syang intindihin(nga ba?)well...less arguments...kasi sinabi ko sa sarili ko na gusto ko magets ung mga gusto nya....sya ang nag influence sakin makinig sa beatles....at kung kani kanino pa...
madalas di nya ko naiintindihan,sa tagalog,sa jokes at madami pa....pero love ko tong friend na to...sobrang bihira lang ako magsabi ng ganyan at hindi sa isang taong 1 taon ko palang nakikilala...pero surprisingly....mahal ko tong taong to at sobrang nalulungkot ako kasi wala na akong tatawaging jokla...at wala ng kokontra sakin...

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Riezel Vienna Briones
Riezel-Zel-Babi
I believe in empowerment. Empowerment is the knowing that you are on purpose, doing God's work, peacefully and harmoniously. I've been looking forward towards empowerment for the second semester and since June, I feel empowered and I feel blessed with each of my simple attainments. It seems like just yesterday that I am struggling to enter Diliman. Now, I've succeeded to such an amazing extent that I am recognizing that empowerment makes miracles on my first day here in UP Diliman and on the many years to come, hopefully not a decade. My brother, who is also studying here, begs do differ himself from me because he’s an UPCAT passer. He always says that I couldn’t make it here in UP because I am a bird brain but I always reply to him that hard work will always surpass what knowledge can do and so I have to prove that. When I was certified a true student of UP Diliman last year, I was confronted with a number of challenges, but my purpose was clear: to work hard, to show the people that I could tackle difficult problems and make difficult decisions and do so, to show them I could act ethically, to show them I deserved their trust and of course the contested slot to become an Iskolar ng Bayan. In fact, today, I am feeling optimistic and sanguine. I see good things ahead knowing that I am striving to do my best. Certainly, my best days lie ahead of me, and, I firmly believe solving today's problems provides a springboard for seizing tomorrow's opportunities. But before looking to the future, I would like to glance back at the road I've traveled these past few months because that is the source of much of the optimism and empowerment I am all feeling about for the next years. I have started my journey with a great sense of freedom in soaring through the sky of empowerment by doing all my plates and home works with much passion and love for the craft. I believe that even though I wasn’t blessed with much talent, I am still capable of doing wonders. I am continuously being empowered by my strong faith in God that I can do much-much that even I do not expect. I believe that through the empowerment I am bestowed there is much passion In me and the will to meet the challenges of our times, and the intelligence to craft effective solutions to arising scrape in my selected course. As I have said before and will continue to believe, that I am strong in the spirit that is the sustaining power of all great action. It's a spirit built on the confidence that I am not limited by simple expectations -- that something within me is superior to circumstance Fate has given me a great opportunity. I have been blessed with the talent and the extraordinary challenge of facing my anxieties and conquer my loathsome fears. And, just as the first page of a book influences every page that follows, my future is largely shaped by the tone, the mood and the spirit at the beginning of my journey in UP. My spirit of today is what provides color on the canvas of the whole toiling year. My first sem must say that I am not just marking time, that I am not content to merely carry the torch of time, but that I did all that could be done to make it burn as bright as possible before working on to the next semesters. And together with my hardships here in UP I realized my purpose in life and that is my task of breaking down the barriers that stand between my dreams and aspiration and my creative potential which will lead me into the frontiers of tomorrow. My confidence to dream impossible dreams, and the power to make those dreams come true is what empowerment has done to me. I not only envision myself in new, larger dimensions; I expect it. And I urge myself to raise my expectations for the better. Oftentimes I’d talk to myself and say Yes, I can do better, but let's go beyond that. I will seize the moment. After all, that is the future I and everyone deserves. With God's help and working hard, I know I can do all this, and more. And may I build a dream of unlimited possibility towards the next horizon through God’s empowerment.

All about me

19 yrs old
April 18 1990
3rd yr UP-Diliman
and that's where I am(yabang)
high class bungangera
palengkera
in a friendly relationship
to be an architect is my dream
to be rich is what I want to be
and yes i am back!
wag kang haharang
dahil sasagasaan kita!

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